I take it the title of this thread is you describing yourself a bit.
To download old videos you can request them to be put in a poll in the downloads sub-forum. http://forums.vampyrezkave.com/forumdisplay.php?f=10
You can only choose from videos that have been released however, so check the releases list first to see what videos are available. http://www.videopimp.org/releases.php
Or just jump onto IRC and you have access to all the videos there.
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